Tuesday, July 5, 2011

recently realized that i dont know who i am. i know my name and all that but i dont know who God wants me to be. I was thinking the other day, and realized that the way i have been acting is just a copy of someone else, someone i want to be. i want to be like that girl, so i talk like her. i want to be like her too, so i change the way i talk or dress. i cant find my own identity, and honestly it scares me. i want to be me, but i dont know WHAT or WHO is me. i feel like the real me isnt pleasing or doenst bring joy to others, and it makes me even more frustrated with myself. God please show me how to just be me, and to shape me into the girl you want me to be. Let me be happy with who i am and not pursue another personality or character.

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