i realized i have this issue with being alone. I can barely be by myself with no one to talk to for 2 hours. I start to go on facebook and start to feel lonely because i view myself as the one being left out. the more i sit here by myself, the more scenarios my mind creates. I start to think about the future, and all the what if this happens, or this is how they are going to react for sure. I need to start thinking right and stop with all my daydreams. ( i guess you cant really call them day dreams because dreams should be pleasant!) i have this empty feeling or i guess just super loneliness. I need people. ugh. i wish i wasnt this dependent on people. I need to learn how to live on my own and be okay with that !