tonight i had a great time catching up with carrie. shes one of the few close friends that can truly understand what i am going through and also truly relate to them. God definitely blessed me with such a great sister to really understand what i going through. each time i talk with her, she really sees me and my heart. i am so blessed :)

on the other hand, i want to mend some old relationships that have been distant but i am also afraid to try because what if it doesnt work out. what if things gets worse. i want to open up again to them, and share and be loving, but i fear their rejection and further tension. what should i do?