man why do i fear so much of being judged by man. i can barely accept the fact that one sister who i had a miscommunication with followed me on my tumblr. it made me so hesitant and just afraid. i dont know what i am afraid of. wait yea i do, i think im just scared of rebuilding that friendship. im afraid of unspoken tension and more miscommunications. God please help me to have peace in my heart. I know you can do wonderful things, please mend my heart up. Take away all my bitterness and jealousy. God please help me, i need you.