These past few months has been so hard. I became a really paranoid person. I am consistently afraid of how people will judge me and in everything i do i felt judged. I couldnt be the person i used to be. i want to be the same person i was last year, i dont know where i am now. so lost, so so lost. God, let me trust you. I want to let go of all my struggles, so please help me. I cant do this alone.