TRUST!
i think how funny it is that i trust people that i just met and i open up to them but i have trouble trusting some of my closest friends. friends over the past 6 months has seriously lost my trust and now i dont even know why i cant trust those that are close to me. yea, i do tell them my deep feelings and secrets but somehow i dont believe in what they say. its very frustrating, i know i should trust them but its so hard. they may say things that are honest and genuine however, i feel like its all sugar coated and sweet talk. i try to trust and have faith in them, however, my heart is just paranoid and i just pretend that i trust them. on my good days, i am able to bask in their love and support. but like today, i feel like i am very far away from them. i want to put all my trust in them but its very frustrating that i cant. hmmm i seriously need to put my trust in the right people.
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