my life is a tornado

Biology might not be my thing anymore. After receiving both my midterms back from my bio 97 genetics class and my ochem , i doubt this is my path to take. I feel like i studied so hard yet the result is never what i wanted. I want to do better but i dont even know what i am doing wrong when im studying. i seriously put all my effort in ochem but still it came out as a bummer. i really dont know what to do anymore, if i am trying this hard to get a descent grade and i still get a ____, then what can i do to get even a higher grade. omgah i dont even know what to write down. im so lost and i feel so helpless! Maybe God is trying to tell me to change my major. I have been thinking about it, but i am so stubborn that i want to prove to just life that i can do well as a bio major. maybe not anymore. I dont know where my college career is headed to. But on the bright side, i became a college buddy in Best Buddies club and my buddy is bryan. Maybe this is a sign from God that i should really change my major to psych because its something i enjoy and want to pursue in.