Its hard enough trying to maintain a patient relationship and just to love you even when you make me frustrated and angry but its not fair to me the way you can manipulate things.you cant do what you feel or say and not even think about the emotional hurt and repsonse i get from it. Its not easy for me and i dont think it was right for you to make judgements and i know im struggling with just bitterness right now i hope you will eventually see my point of view and feel the same way as me. i have feelings too and i cant just be used like that. I dont know what is going through my head right now but i know i cant fall asleep. I dont know hows tomorrow going to be like between us. Sometimes you need to b more sensitive to my needs to. I am human and i do have emotions and i do make mistakes but js try next time. This is really not fair to me and i hate it so much but theres nothing i can do about it now.

1. beach
2. making dinner
3. bring blankies
4. stargazing
:)